Strange me!

I thought I can never survive without our friendship..
I believed we will remain friends till we are old..
I saw myself decorating her daughters for their weddings..
But after all this proved finally to be not happening.. I’m not sad!
Strange me! How come I’m not sad for 18 years of friendship or even feeling bitter?
May be I’m much stronger now..
May be our relation was not strong enough to survive anyway..
May be because it happened through years..
May be because I have other friends..
I have had a belief that all other friends will be busy with their own lives.. I will be lonely, but still will have her in my life..
Now while i’m seeing all this gone.. I’m not sad!
Actually I find myself sadder for another friendship that I did not want to end, but it did despite all..
I remember such a friendship with a big deal of sadness and sorrow!
Don’t know!
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